She said I should write a blog about the hilarity that is my life. I will, but I have to start with the pleasure in taking back my life that I never technically lost...just from which I became a wee little bit disconnected. So here it goes...
Tonight...
Tonight was a definitive night for me. For the very, absolute, exquisite, first time, I was able to stop my hiccups, or hiccoughs for the curiously interested. I made a definitive decision that I was not going to hiccup (or hiccough) again. And I didn't. All of my life, and I mean almost literally, I have had trouble with committing to and controlling my cause. And even more trouble with regretting 58% of my decisions. Tonight, it was hiccups, or hiccoughs, but it was definitely something. As my children grow older and more dependent(despite their wise old ages of 5 & 2), I find I strive more and more to be stronger - sticking harder to my gumptions - to be a richer, deeper role model for my little contributions to the future of society. I want to be that fun-loving, got-it-together, craft-making, wine-&-cheese-loving, mom of 2 (MAYBE more), sexy-wanna-be wife. That takes strength, control, and creativity. And tonight, an iPad, too. I need quick, easy, and convenient. But, most importantly, I need control (and simultaneously the ability to release control). Tonight, I controlled my hiccups (I am committing, yes, COMMITTING to this spelling). As of tonight, I will master a budget. As of tonight, I will better myself culturally and ethically each day. I will express my love to someone unnecessarily each day. I will create a "blog"(I feel that that is already such a cliché, but I refuse to "tweet."). I will make sure my friends & family know how I feel about them. And I will do my best to be the most supporting, challenging, lovingEST mom/wife/daughter/sister I can possibly be. Why waste a perfectly great today?
I love this. Creative, witty, yet inspirational. This is above a blog .... You should write a book.
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